Why was I MIA ? Plus heat and depression don't mix it's my card I want it now

I come clean about why I have been gone so dam long without a segment or a show one is the stupid heat and humidity and the other one is depression and PTSD is getting worse the closer it comes to the queen of big d country passing back in 2016 flashbacks and dreams get worse and I'm struggling and have to take my anxiety meds. I ordered a GrubHub physical gift card so I can have it for the first night at my hotel in Dallas and sure enough the exact same thing happened to me like my last trip. No card yet! escapetobigdcountry.com --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support