Nervous this is the week

Fact very nervous about that this week is my 5 year being a widower ! August 28 2016 the worst day ever of my entire life ties together with this stupid pandemic the worst year ever and in the deep heat ! How in the cat 🐈 will I cope? Hopefully I won’t pass out wile I travel on Wednesday afternoon during heat of day! 92! Today 93! Monday and Tuesday low 90 ya it’s going to be 90s in Orlando but I will be in a hotel where I can keep the AC on without the AC don’t interference from the WiFi and I don’t have to deal with flashbacks and if I do get caught then I’m not in Springfield and Left alone with my thoughts. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/message