June 1, 2022

Bad dream and terrible luck with doctors continue but Paula gave me hope

Bad dream and terrible luck with doctors continue but Paula gave me hope

I think I know where this dream come from the combination of when I was talking with two women on flights one on the way to a delayed connection flight to Orlando and then the return non stop flight to st Louis one was getting married and the other was married. A beautiful lady at podfest who came from the same place of my delayed connection flight at Atlanta my struggle meeting another lady to marry. I dreamed I passed away alone not in my apartment but somewhere else it would take a long time before I was found but I'm already in heaven watching. But in the dream I'm wondering why? Why the dam struggle?? I was supposed to be married and happy hopefully there's still hope for me but I still hate being a widower.You know what nevermind about helping a depression or PTSD study ! Had a screening appointment yesterday at 2pm my only open time but he called me about 2 hours late when games was getting ready to start then they called me back only to tell me I would be forced to wait until next week Monday I'm sorry not just no but hell no! I'm all for helping out but not when service is this bad! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support